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I don't love you because you gave me what I need, I love you because you give the feelings I though I never wanted.. -achie♥

Jealous? Annoyed? Insecure? Pissed? Confused? Disappointed? Happy? I don't know what I felt last night when I was able to read his 1st/Ex-Girlfriend Love letter(S) to him.. OOhh. that was huge actually, and he even said, some of it was thrown away, others were gave back to the girl. I was enjoying scanning, reading those letters and most of it are poems for him. There was really a lot of effort as you see those stuffs. I saw even pictures of the girl. and They call each other as "Baby" and it was written there that it was my Boyfriend's idea. He has his letters to for the girl but he don't want me to read those stuffs. And I understand, I make get pissed off or jealous if I'll insist reading those. I have even read that he gave that girl roses too, not just once.. Now here's the part when I'm finish, we are eating yet my appetite changes, and I now don't want to eat. I'm trying to eat, yet I really don't like.. I don't know what mixed emotion I have that time.. To be honest one of those is jealousy for I have known he still got all those pictures and letters even though he was about to throw one album of the girl. He even said that the Love letter made by the girl during they're anniversary was the most touching for him. And this is the letter that I read fully even though it is so long... I ask some question about it and his answering, but some are forgotten. Actually we had reminisce what had happen to them. I was calm yet I know deep inside, I'm feeling something I can't explain further. It made me think really, what did I gave him something or I have gave something for him to treasure like that too, and a quick answer pops.. "Nothing..." I know I didn't gave him any letters or any stuffs he could keep like that, well maybe we're still four months in this relationship, and to be honest too love letters in this generation are not so applicable..^_^ Well, It made me realized too that what really I'm some kind of disappointed was at-least that girl got a letters and roses from him.. and I?..I didn't have any.. I'm maybe wanting for a letter too this time...wanting for some flowers, gifts or any stuffs,,..but I'm into mixed emotion that I can't understand...and I really don't want to compete with his past.. La la la la la.. maybe I'm just getting paranoid again.. well, What should I think of now, is I GOT HIM, HIS MINE,,, and I will never gave him to someone else... i love him and he loves me... that's all that matter to me..^_^



(i love expressing feelings i can't express to someone else.. thanks blog sites..^_^)

Grave Yard

Oh No!!.. Be having a night shift schedule. Hello eye-bags again.. HAHAHAH, but i have to consider the earnings.. Lol..

I got hire ♥

Wew.. be working again as NHTSPR Data Verifier. Tomorrow, I'll knew what my schedule would be.. ahahaha.. weeeh.. two thumbs up!

I'll be working again?

Ohhnoo... Somebody texted me,.. We have an orientation today at the office, around 1pm. Does this means I'll be working again?hahaha.. Hopefully, need some budget again.. Wish me luck.. ^_^

NoyNoy Aquino's Inauguration Day

Dated on the 30th day of June, 2010. A prehistorical event will happen again today. The Inauguration of the newest elected President of the Philippines Benigno "noynoy" Aquino III. The 15th President of the Philippines will now take his oath nationwide. Hopefully this could be a new beginning for a better life or all Filipinos. Go for Yellow! Go for Noynoy! We trust you..

i miss blogging

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sa dami ng nangyari sakin..

madami dami akong maisusulat muli..

kailangan lang ayusin muna..

hays..
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